Going through all these photos and videos from the past couple of years really reminded me what an amazing experience college has been. It’s depressing, but I can’t help but feel nostalgic.
This year has been… different. There are so many things that I love about this year, yet there are also a lot of things I miss about last year. But things change. If life was always the same, then it wouldn’t be that exciting, would it?
It’s crazy how fast the semester went by. They seem to fly by more quickly every time. And to think I only have three more to go till graduation.
Four weeks of eating, sleeping, Insanity, and Skyrim. Four weeks of spending time with the fambam. Four weeks of rediscovering who I am and sorting out all of my internalized feelings (finally resolving this semester-long issue once and for all). Four weeks till the next chapter in my college journey and creating even more memories that will have me teary-eyed when it’s all said and done.
Here I am back at square one. Still lost, still confused. Evermore frustrated, mentally and emotionally in shambles. Being me used to be the easiest thing in the world. Yet here I am struggling to do just that.